Tuesday, April 09, 2013

Paterson: Book II, Chapter 1, p. 45--Unrequited; or, Exiling One's Self from One's Self




Unrequited; or, Exiling One’s Self from One’s Self


This is based on a true story
(which it cannot be):

All of us—all human beings—
can see into the future.  There ain’t
no need for a palmist or sooth-
sayer or shit.  But there is not one of us—
not one!—who can see into the past, 
even though it just happened 
a fuckingnano-second ago, 
to us

Let me prove it to you: 
Sooner or later, the world ends
in fire, with burning seas and spew-
ing mountains all over the place. 
BUT
looooong before that, people—
all human beings--are going to 
fuck themselves to death 
with all sorts of machines, 
and sex robots, and business deals 
and pollution-laser shit. 
Meanwhile, in the forests,
plants will make seeds,
seeds will make more plants,
and the earth will rise straight up
out of the ocean, like a tumor,
or an earthworm in fresh soil. 
And all of this I know already.
And all of this I will take. 
But you hear me first,
before you leap into that future:
In the corner of this room—
This very room!—a television is telling me
America used to be famous
I say: My God, to who, goddammit?


KMC 4/9/13

1 comment:

Unknown said...

Please write more from this character's perspective. Please. If you don't, I'm going to.